Let’s Talk bout April
May, be filled with laughter
This post has taken me so long to put up because one, the network has been on its period no offence and two i lacked words to accompany the pictures *sighs* . The pictures have so much happiness and joy in them but sadly that’s not how I’ve been feeling this period. I’m pretty envious of the person in the pictures and that’s quite sad.
April in whole wasn’t my month, I spent most of it getting shots or popping one pill or another. At the end I was basically frustrated, worried and sad.
Worried bout my health and how it was derailing all the responsibilities I had.
I couldn’t do much just had to struggle to get through the day with my best foot forward and at this crucial time with project and final classes it was really weighing down on me.
Watching other people progress with their projects and talking bout how their reading was going definitely wasn’t making the load any lighter lol.
I felt like I lost myself a little, my spark just wasn’t there.
May is here and I already started worrying cos June is exam month and project submission and as of now I’m no where near prepared and that’s another load.
A load I’ve actually decide not to carry , I may not be moving at the pace I would love to but at least I’m moving. When I can’t move anymore I would take a break and continue.
I’ve began to accept that some situations are always going to be beyond my control and it’s okay, I shouldn’t just allow it get the best of me and you shouldn’t too
No matter the situation you find yourself never lose your spark. Tweet this
For someone who lacked words for the post that’s a lot of deep stuff, I really can’t remember what I was so giddy bout but I can’t find a picture were I didn’t have an awkward stance lol.
I know I missed a lot so, how was April and feel free to rant away at the comment section and go as deep as you want ..it’s your mini stage.
Lots of love