Life as I know it
Well yes it’s always changing but a major change is happening right now and it really hits me as I sit in my room of three years with my things packed up by the side.
I’m finally leaving, 4 years has come and gone and I would be lying if I tell you I’m not trying to hold back tears right now.
Definitely not the first time I’m packing up my things but this time it’s different. You know I never had to think past what I would do for the summer because I knew I would be packing back next session it was all planned out I didn’t have to. Now it’s not.
I would be lying if I said I’m not scared , scratch that i’m scared and excited at the same time.
I’m scared because I know I’m not going to see some people again…. friendships dwindle and calls and frequent chats become likes on instagram and watching snaps and it just fades away.
Everyone says they would keep in touch but you know what life happens…. we get too busy
They call it growing up.
Well it sucks.
I’m excited and still a little scared for the future. I’ve been getting a lot of what next questions and I can’t blame em I’ve been asking myself that too ( a lot ). People that have it all figured out don’t faze me, I’m just really happy for em. Go do your thing and take the over the world, just know I always got your back.
I may not have figured out what next but that’s okay cos I know I’m in good hands and at the right time everything would fall into place. I’m all for enjoying this new journey I’m bout to start.
I’ve decided to keep my inner child alive always. Hold on to friends that are worth holding on to, we might not talk for a while but it definitely would have nothing to do with ego.
Enjoy life every step of the way and to keep moving because time waits for no one.
Cheers to new phases
Cheers to friendships
Cheers to life
Lots of love